No Instant Things..

There are absolutely no instant things in life. At least this applies to me. If you really want to get something, you must really put your effort on that, devote your time and energy, and don’t forget to ask for God’s guidance in everything you do.

I tried hard to catch my dreams. Even though sometimes I failed, but until now, I still keep on working. Maybe some of you also have the same thought with me, whenever you fail, all your hard work and hope seems like nothing. Useless. Then, in my case, I start comparing myself with others, and also regretting the past with ‘I wish I did better that time’ line. Worsening the condition, I usually have friends or relatives that seem to have it all, maybe it also applies to you. While we are working hard, he/she already got what they want easily, without any significant effort. Why them, why not me? So I start to blame everything around me, including myself.

Then, I realize that all things I have done in the past, be it successful or not, they are very valuable for my own personal development. I know how it feels to fail on what you really want to have. I also learn how to appreciate myself for everything, be it huge or small achievement.

What I want to say in this post is try to do your best on anything. Maybe in academic things: competition, school, study, exams, or getting a scholarship. It also applies in our friendships, relationships, family matters. You want something, you strive for it. You want people you care about to know that you really love them, try to be nice, show more affection on them. Remember, all needs process. In common circumstances, don’t always expect to get what you want in a short period of time.

Again, it is much easier to be said than to be done. But basically, when you have already done your best, you will have no regret. Whatever the result is, you have given all you had. No more ‘what if’ scenarios that only brings more negativity for yourself. What you got with hardships, you will appreciate it more than anything you got easily, right?

Good luck, people!

What Really Matters??

Time flies when you are having fun, people said. It makes me wonder, what have I done this year? Have I accomplished what I want to reach in 2011?

This year, I did not spend much of my time with my family. I was quite busy with my own activity, college stuffs, and reaching my own target. Things worked quite well, most of my expectations had been accomplished, but for some other stuffs, I still need to work harder next year.
Sometimes after forcing yourself to work harder to reach your own target, even after you reached it, your happiness and satisfaction is not as great as you thought it would be. Yes, you feel happy, but it only lasts for a while. It happens to me. Truthfully said, in this point of life, I don’t even know what I really want to do, or to reach. One thing I know for sure, I want to make my parents proud of me. That is why I take academics seriously, to show my parents that their effort is worth it.

After all, spending time with your loved ones is the most memorable things in life. For me, family and friends moments are always great to be remembered. Spend more time with your loved ones, create memories with them, because once you  do realize, time really flies.

Yes, I miss my family. This is the first time they are having a family vacation without me. Happy holiday dear papi, mami, cece, and wawa. I will miss the family quality time together, but the great side of the story is I will be coming home really soon, just about two months from now. In around seventeen last days in 2011, I am not hoping too much, but sweet memories will always be welcomed.

Judging People

Kadang, kita bisa dengan cepat men-judge orang lain, tanpa sadar kalo hal yang kita tahu tentang orang lain itu terbatas. Misalnya, kita ga terus-terusan bersama orang yang sama selama 24 jam, setiap hari dalam hidup mereka. Jadi, Talk about our family, or even our best friend.apa yang kita tahu tentang orang lain itu ya sebatas waktu yang kita lewati bersama mereka.
Meskipun merasa deket banget, kita ga bisa tau semua hal tentang mereka. Apalagi untuk orang yang baru kenal, sebagai contoh, cuma ketemu dua atau tiga kali, yang masing-masing pertemuan cuma sekitar 2 jam. Yang kita tahu tentang mereka cuma kita selama 2 jam itu aja. Tapi, kita langsung bisa membuat judgement sendiri, si A tuh orangnya ramah, si B terlalu sok tau, dan lainnya. So, realize it or not, your judgement is based on only a very small part of him/her. 
Untuk orang yang di-judge, rasanya ga enak ya, apalagi oleh orang yang baru kenal. Maaf curhat, hahaha gw sendiri juga ga menyangkal kalo gw sering juga langsung men-judge orang lain. Tapi, gw sadar kalo di-judge orang lain yang bisa dibilang ga tau apa-apa tentang kita itu sama sekali ga menyenangkan, bahkan nyebelin. Sometimes it hurts.
Of course, it is much easier said than done, but I will try my best to not easily judge other people. Intinya, kalo menurut gw, lebih baik mulai dari diri sendiri. Kalo ga suka sama perlakuan orang lain terhadap kita, jangan lakukan hal yang sama ke orang lain. Selain note-to-self untuk gw sendiri, for the readers of this post, do to others as you would like them to do to you.
Maaf kalo bahasanya campur-campur hehehe, anyway, moga kita semua bisa menjadi orang yang lebih baik lagi.

"My Activities"

 

Aku suka bgt yang nma'a berorganisasi khusus'a di PMR sekolah ku.. aku sudah lumayan banyak berprestasi di PMR dari juara Tandu sampai pertolongan Korban Banyak.. hehhehhe

Paling Hoby juga maen tandu,,,, pernah ikut lomba tandu mata tertutup dan tandu record.. :)

aku juga pernah ada kegiatan juga diluar kota, karena aku diundang dari FORPIS JAWA BARAT utk menjadi tamu mereka karena aku yang baru menjabat sebagai Koordinator Forpis Prov. DKI Jakarta lho.. :)

dan disana kita seru"an deh pokoknnyaa hehehe... :) (jadi kangen..)

Last Day at d'Office of d'Ministry of Transportation

      With "Pak K0K0 ..."  Hhehehe :)

 Hhehehe hari terakhir PKL di Kementerian Republik Indonesia..
(huhuuhu hikzz.. sedihhh msti pisah ma para karyawannya...) dan dihari terakhir kita narsis bareng karyawannya dehh... hihihi

 banyak yang kita dapat pengalamannya selama PKL disini lho... (ampe betah bgtttt....)

video GOKIEELLL ala BFF 2011

Sweet Memory In JOGJA

Hhahaha saat" pling menyenagkan bareng BFF dan My Pacar  saat study banding ke jogja yang diadakan oleh skolah w..tapi cuma 4 hari aja (padahal w mah mau nambah sebenernya..wkwkwk) udah dijalan pas otw w sempet sakit didalam bus.. eehhh...sakitnya nular ke BFF..Hhahaha..

dan w sama BFF dan my pacar jalan" ke borobudur (meski msih bnyak debu wkt itu hihiiiii...
#hmpir bengek gituh..wkwkwk) trus kita shopping" dimalioboro malem" hahhaha.. (sumpah rame bgtt tkuuttt ada copeeetttt hahhahah)

dan kita jalan" dechh dipantai pangandaran seruuu abis... (ngeliat sunset gak jadi gituh hahahah)

  di bis seruuu bgttt nnyi bareng..pkk'a have fun dehh.. dan pas shopping malem" dari malioboro kita beli oleh" yg murah"buat orang" dijkt  tuh disitu (ampe dompet pd kering wkwkwk) 

kita nympe dihotel itu tngah malem dan kita sempet ngunjungin pabrik tekstil SRITEX yg terkenal itu lochh dan kita juga shopping" ditoko batik semar.. hhahahaha (tp harga'a mahaallll pada gak jadi beli bju btik dehh..jadi beli accessories yang lucu" ajah buat oleh" orang rumah hahhaha) ehhh sayang'a bgt kita gak jadi ke prambanan gara" dijogja ujaaaannnnn mulu gak berenti" (papuy daahhhh...)

tapi kenangan di jogja bareng sahabat damn pacar w ituuuu gak bkal pernah w lupain...dann w pengenn bgtt suatu saat nnti back to jogja lagi sama mereka...heheheheh

dan saat yg pling menyenangkan itu kita liat sunset gak
jadi bareng" hahahahaha...

truss maen basah"an deh di pantai pangandaran...

 eeennnnnnnnn narsissssss abis"an dechhhh wkwkwkwkwk 

apalagiiiii gueeee... hahahahah

dannnn ini wkt kita diborobudur yang wkt itu msih ada debu'a dan syg bgt kita blom dibolehin buat naik ke atas candi'a huhuuuuhu :"( tapiiii tteppp fuunnn... :)

ennnndddd inilah sahabat" gue... si BFF (gue syg bgtt ma loe smua...) te quiero ... mmmuuuaaacchh... :*